its been so dam long since i blog..i guess no 1 reads blog nowadays..
or i m too lazy to blog..
joel went ns
its 11th mth anni for both darling n i
went out quite a lot
no WORK/ work sometimes oni
playin slacking at home
watchin amazing survivor videos
prehistoric videos funny videos
all sorts of crappy video that oni some ppl like it

tmr gg out for buffet but i guess the sky izznt so good
cos the bedok gathering got blockage
darling got angry with some things i find quite a small thing
but because everygod dam single soul is like asking me or NAGGING me to go
' FIND A JOB PLS UR ROTTING AT HOME!'
this phase i hear like freakin 1 billion times
even in my dreams man
but its not like i nv
i did




juz now so hardworking ....not like those who circle 1million circles in the newspaper
1stly, work now so kiam but exp nvm
2nd, i need adjust my slping life abit 1st..
u cant expect some1 who slp like 6am go work like 8am then suddenly slp like 11+?
3rdly, every1 will be workin their lives thru the half of their lifetime so theres no need to be so rush (somemore i gg for ns alrdy)
4th, if every 1 juz keep nagging u will get so iritated that u wun even wanna find..its juz pissing u off whenever this topic comes
5th, i know its good for me but can u like wait abit n let me change some stuff? slpin time...i realli freakin did ask ppl who ask if any1 wanna work this n that but it dont suit me
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n so i tried to calm down n be nice again, cheering u up but u ignore me..zzz
thats wtf
its not like i made u so angry!
then u went to msg some abc who i think i know who it is
whom i freaking think hes such a faggot
then details r put in somemore? i guess...but its ok i dun like to guess but u msged some1 like trying to be spoiler be4.....pure jealousy zzz

so rite now i m puting down my fuckin jealousy my fuckin pride although i feel i nv do much wrong but cos i love u
wrong oso nvm
i eat it all..
to say
i M SORRY
DONT! be angry ! dont be sad or heart broken
just chill okay
]p.s[ i love u ]