why

i tot 7 was suppose to be a lucky no but
why it turn out to be so unlucky..

i cant find any reasons
i dunno wads with the commotion
i dunno anything

i can oni say i try to do it..
its my style all these while..
i got ur good intention but
i felt like u were confining me..restricting me to do things i wanted..
n the things i wanted was to give us a happy 7th ,

all i wanted was to give u a happy day, n also happy present memories
but i guess i failed ...

what is going on here? one moment u were great the other u turn ur back on me
i seriously cant figure things out u c..
ur making me confused..

n u hurt me, i tot placing u 1st will be good but u wanted otherwise..
so guess when i spend efforts to try make the day better it failed n became worse
sighh..
the things i tot supposed to be good turned up bad.

perhaps i m realli a failure.. i dont understand u well enuff..
i realli do wanna u to tell me directly how u want things to be
n wad u feel..

anw..

i love u .
still.
always.
and i hope that u can tell me the stuff bothering u
and also be happier if all else fails