did some soul searching n thought about what i've done so far..
and realised i actually done nth ...
so many things that i could have done.. i din realli do it..
n that makes me feel that i wasted part of my life away..
thinkin abt my life and future..it just seems so dead..
now i m still thinkin my meaning of life and purpose of it..
perhaps thats wad made me seems abit emo?
aniway..bdae arrived and still below 20..only one nine..
thnx fer the ppl who rem n wish me..for that i will wish u back xD
the rest of the ppl who din, juz felt abit sad..
its okay de.. cause all final yr..shld be quite busy i take it..
its a new style of bdae celebration by poly fren..not the mta..
cause its they treat u sit eat/play..n u still got some prezzies.. perhaps mta shld apply this also..
but joel gonna lugi haha..
anw..
morning: cake durin ascm tutorial then went gym
afternoon: went mind cafe at boat quay and must say its quite fun.especially
the taboo game..guessing all over..
went cine for supper after that and homey... tmr got skol but i think i prolly skip the iaf lecture
sorry ms audrey but i cant seem to wake up..
plus i got tore toes after gyming..n running in the skool track..sux.~!
a few reasons y din organise a mta bdae outing.:
1) need find venue which i dunno whr
2) need ask ppl to go and nowadays with all the friends n stuffs going arnd..its x2 hard
bad time to organise
dun realli feel happy to organise or plan one ...
whatever the case,
it's juz another day..juz abit more meaning to it..
theres always another day if really wan..
to the basket bird face who walked pass me arnd 3pm..
i think ur hair sux and ur face too .. n thats the thing i will say to u if i ever c u
dun tink abit beng i scared...better dun let me c u..or hear u say any single word...
Love
